If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different... I'd rather be completely fucking mental.. ... ... ... Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above .. ... ... ... Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life ".. жизнь и смерть, энергия и покой, если я остановилась сегодня, это все же того стоило и даже ужасные ошибки, которые я сделала и которые я бы исправила если бы могла, боль что сжигала меня и оставила шрамы в моей душе - это все стоило того, чтобы мне позволили пойти туда, куда я шла - К этому аду на земле, к этому раю на земле и обратно, внутрь, под, между, сквозь них, в них и над ними... . The truth is I love being alive. And I love feeling free. So if I can't have those things then I feel like a caged animal and I'd rather not be in a cage. I'd rather be dead. And it's real simple. And I think it's not that uncommon.